Amazing Love

Tuesday is the court hearing, and after getting all of the papers from Dans lawyer on Thursday, I must say, I was feeling quite overwhelmed... His papers said many things that I feel were stretching the truth or just down right not true! I can tell you one thing for sure, my church is NOT 'cultish'! I was feeling so overwhelmed, he is requesting 50/50 custody as well as requesting child support!

After work I called Bev, and we prayed, I desperately wanted to feel Gods peace, because I know that ultimately, no matter what happens, he is in control! I know that no matter what happens he will work all things out. I feel comforted knowing that my life is in his hands.

What a busy weekend... One filled with Love and laughter, with family and friends.

Jessica was soo thankful for the shower that I threw her on Saturday, and it really was a ton of fun, hanging out and visiting with all of my girlfriends! It made me feel good when everyone there told me what a wonderful job I did, I really do love throwing a party, but who doesn't??

Saturday night Naomi and Molly spent the night, it was a wonder-full time of connecting. I felt like a young girl again when we all 3 slept in my king size bed and giggled at each others stories, it was very refreshing.

I missed Madi so much, there wasn't a second of the day that she wasn't on my mind!

Sunday was great too, I met with Meredith for lunch, poor girl her cornea in her eye is eroding and it is causing her quite a bit of pain!

Sunday night was amazing, I was able to pick up Madi then go to The Annual Vineyard Family Christmas. The kids were, as usual, hilarious in the Christmas play. The talent show was amazing, so many people are talented, I had no idea!!

All throughout the weekend I was reminded of all of the people in my life who love and support me, I am so thankful for all that God has given me :)