The doctor called. He said that the growth was benign. YAY! I had a feeling that it wasn't cancer. I am releived to say that I won't have to go through another oral surgery. I will see the doctor in another 3 months.
I went apartment hunting on Saturday and found a place. It is great! It is Blackberry Pointe in Inver Grove Heights. It is in the perfect location and the apartment itself is beautiful. They are fairly new apartments, which is nice because the layouts (and conditons) are very nice. I plan on moving in the first week of November! Can't wait...
So, I am pretty sure that I have sleep insomnia. I have a tough time sleeping at night. I wake up atleast once an hour, so needless to say I am pretty exhausted, most of the time all I want to do is sleep. So, off to the doctor I need to go, if anyone has any suggestions in regards to this issue feel free to give me some advice. I think that a big reason for the "Insomnia" or whatever you want to call it, is being a Mom. I am just always concerned about Madi, every time I wake up I have to check on her to make sure that she is doing okay. Maybe a sleeping pill would help take the edge off.
And for those of you who know about my issues below (with chilbirth complications) things are getting better. I feel as though the surgical procedure that I had done about a month ago really helped along with some other regimens that I have been doing. Some days are worse than others, but overall I am doing much better (I don't have an anxiety attack anymore when I have to go to the bathroom...). I will be going to the OB soon to discuss the surgical revision, she just wanted me to get some of my other medical issues addressed before we did surgery. Not only that, when I do have surgery I am going to need to be out of work for atleast 10 days, so I want to have everything all set up to work from home. So I am going to wait until I move in to my new place.
Thanks to everyone for all of your encouragement and support, you have all been wonderful, through this tough year (this is going to be a quite historical year in my book, lots of changes...)
ps Madilynn is going to be 6 months on October 10th, I can't beleive that she is already half a year old!! She will be walking in about 6 more months, tiome really flies by when you are having fun.