When I am weak he is strong. His strength now has the opportunity to shine through in this circumstance. My eyes are sore and my heart is heavy, but I am still turning to my God who I know will prevail in it all!Why is it so much easier to blog when times are tough?? I have so many thoughts, and so many emotions. I feel like I have no control, so I am praying that God will take control of this situation... Lord I am putting it in your hands, and I am leaning on you, for my strength!
Things didn't go as well as I had hoped, Dan got a lot more of the schedule than I think any of us bargained for, so I will be going long durations without my beautiful baby girl, and my heart is already breaking. I feel as though my baby is being taken away, and I don't know why! I haven't done anything wrong!!
Yesterday was rough, tears streamed down my face throughout the 3 hour custody settlement, and my heart was devastated, I felt helpless and hopeless, and inside I was crying out to God in desperation.
This will be a very rough transition but I know that God will be by my side, and I have so many great Friends to lean on.
I am tired, and fatigued, I am lacking energy and part of me wants to give up. But on the other hand I am determined, determined to fight for my little girl ♥
4 comments:
You are much stronger than you might think! You give me inspiration. What are the terms of the schedule?
oh and I bought the book Boundaries and am reading it now. Thank you for the great recommendation!
I know how you feel, Bec, I know how you feel... BUT, the court doesn't write your life story, Dan's story or Madi's story! Take a day at a time, love your little girl with all you've got...because life can be altered in any circumstance. I love you...I am praying for you...
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